My happy face

My dleng is here..he keep me extreamly busy :) gona treassure the time we spent together! He is going back to temburong tomorrow morning..:'( I will be seeing him next year for the kk trip..gona miss him so bad AGAIN..

I love him so much..

Love latter for my dleng

Dear abg gat..

im sori if you feel i dont care,miss or neglected you...i seriously dont know what i could do just to make you happy and trust me.

Ive try my best to make my self busy so that i will not miss you so bad. It doesnt mean that i am not thinking about you anymore but i just want to make my self busy so that i will not call you every night and cry my self to bed...

I have been waiting for you since you are back from Kk but it seems like the word 'tomorrow' is not tomorrow after all. I understand your responsibility back in Temburong. That is why i never push you to come here and meet me but it doesnt meant that i agree you to stay there longer but Im giving you more time and space to settle things down so that i can meet you soon.

i hope you could understand my feelings instead of accusing me. I miss u so bad leng..:'(

Love u so much...

1st hockey invitation cup NBD

congratulations to all the AJK and the ATM hockey team for winning the cup!!!i have lot's of pictures but...i just post some yea...and to Brunei hockey team well done for your achievement..even tho dpt 2nd place..but...you guys won some CASH!!!bla lanja me???

Lets make some homemade ice cream =p

You people should watch AFC if you are totally jobless..i have been messing up with the kitchen during this school holiday!hahaha..i have made some creamy ice cream and my family loves it!!

i just go and hantam all the ingredients in the..er..what do you call that thing?this kitchen gadget yng pusing2 ah..mixer!yakah?haha..ntah eyh..

Anyway,just put in 2-3 egg without the yellow yolk..mix it until it turn to creamy white..er..las 2..ah au..jan lupa boil some sugar and put some vanilla(choc or what ever) in..after it boil like crazy mix it with the earlier egg..again,mix it until it become creamy..

PUt the mixture in the fridge for about 30 mins...

waAAa...LAaAaAa...ur delicious ice cream is serve...


p/s - ketara bureng dumah ah..haha iL post about the float soon yea..lagi sng!jan tah bli float g buat sndre ja..

Thank god i found u..

Happy anniversary dleng!even though you are in Temburong u still remember our day..thank you..love u so much..thank you 4 beaing a wonderful bf..hugs n kisses *mMuaAchZz*

nanti tni jln2 ah..miss u so bad..:'(

happy birthday Nurul Asilah!!!!

Happy 19th birthday clah...hahahaah....nda trasa aahhh mkin tua dah ni...wawawawawaw.....have fun!!!hugs n kisses... mmmuuaacchhhzzz

I wonder what my gfs are doing..

*Shimy*
hm..her last blog g2 she was baking some cookies..i think ya tdr msa ni or..watching some series..or on the phone with abg sygnya or...on9 bt appear of9..or..mlyn atul...

*atul*
i think ya angan2 n talking with imaginary friendnya csyg again...or karokaeing...or...with shima bgossip..

*shaz*
dyan told me shaz kn ntr essay isuk...membuat essay ya ni tym ani..haha..or..mimpikn kucingnya..or..mimpikn ayul...and HOMESICK again!haha..

*dyan*
td kmi btpun!haha..biasa~ kn nanes cia g..now..ya angan2kn urg dcni cia..hahaha...

*ariana*
buuUuUu..bu c Ar..bu...apa eyh..me tau ni ya bhapa..ngucap urg tut~ bebau!hahahaha...or..bmsn/msg with chalim!hahaha...

*nisha*
eleh..wit cabg nya ni cuti ani..or wit atul..or..wit shima..or...blogging..menalur...ntah ah this bby is unpredictable wah...

wah..palui..im being so palui here...i miss drng ani wah ya tah cni jdnya!tdr tah me ey..isuk awl bgun g..:(

Miss my dleng..

I know i keep on saying i miss my dleng..bt..bnr ah..i want 2 tdr bt i cnt..td dleng called me frm temburong!eyh..iski me..he just got bck frm kk with his family..syok ah dpt pg kk..me mau jua eyh...my mum plan 2 go somewhere mid jan bt..ntah ah me mcm malas mau ikut cz im looking 4wrd 4 pj kk trip...hopefully ok lah..

eyH..Td my prnts bwa nabil pg hospital cz ya skt prut..they brought him 2 the emergency room g 2..ingau me..bek jua nuthn serious n nda kna admit..ALHAMDULILAH..bt the doctor ckp prtnya byk gas!!bowh..is it because of my crazy float which i made after watching AFC?!!but maybe nabil gastric mcm me..cz awl dah ya skt prut then ya minum float g..mkin truk cia..bt..i have to admit me skt prt plang jua smlm cz..i drank too much of that float!hahaha...tau tah my prt ani sensitive..i cnt drink any fizzy drink ,coffee n yng acidic mcm lemon...f me minum specialy with empty stomach..mcm kna racun tikus cia me ampai2 skt prut...so plz..jan bg me minum those drinks yea..or..liatkn me..me ani cepat tsliur ni..

Well done!

To my adek Nabil yng senyum2 dpt 1 distinctn n all my cuzen2 yng pass PMB..Im happy for ur achievements!!this is a new beginning 4 all of u..jan gauk2 n kan ngatil kaka nurul sja..kmu 2 bsr dah!!hahaha..jan kn capi2..bljr bnr2..bleh syg gf/bf bt sygi jua buku2 kmu..eseh..mcm bnr..haha..

once again congrats..to..nabil,saren,amal hasibah,sarah,mizan,shafie and amalina..jan lupa plz think wise in selecting ur form 4 subjects..jan ikut kwn kmu..think what ur capable off and what u love ok??looking 4rd for our family tradition in celebrating new year..biasa..babu nini iskikn bdaynya ah..haha..c u guys there..muaAchzZz..

sori lama nda update im bz with the 1st brunei invitation cup..me ajk for this tourney..so me bz brabis smpai nda dpt join my gfs men bowling :( sori guys..i have to jaga mkn minum the athletes..mkn minum ertinya brkfst(730),lunch(1200) and dinner which usually start around 7 to 11 depend on their game..so naleh...il post some pictures soon yea...

Princess diary

Im trying my best to close my eyes and get my beauty sleep but again as usual i cant..so i decide to do something with my lovely blog..

Its funny because when i was in form 4 i remember my english teacher ms Suzzana Banfield used to gave us time to write whatever we want in our journal.This blog remind me of her hahahaha...i used to wrote lots of bullshit!haha..owh well that was my first UNPRIVATE kind of diary..

after that teacher student journal my bf(my x yng now happyly married) and i wrote this poetry kind of diary hahahaha..i know mihir ah...we wrote lots of amazing lyrics..im serious..we do made some good songs out of it!hahaha..and...please dont laugh i still have those poems..i kept it..err..somewhere in my room..i think...

enough of the poems..owh yeah!when i was in form 3 i do share a book(diary) with some of my best friends!hahaha..au..me dulu ada this 'GANG' mau tau pa namanya? U.N.I.C.O.R.N Short formnya UNI as in you and I Hahahaha..kanak2 tah jua bnar!!we take turn writing in the 'diary' cali lah..best friend forever tah udah 2 ah...i think yng in that group was me,idah,qamariah,syazana,dezah..bnrnya 7 of us bt i cant remember the rest..sori babes if i left out some names..i try to recall my friends bck than..
Idah- she love red so much..attractive young women..im serious with her beauty she can be with whoever she want..the last time i saw her was.. when she was doing her nursing thingy in ripas with her pink blouse..
Qamariah-my gf here is doing her fashion design course somewhere in uk living with the skinny and tall model..that what she told me the last time i meet her!!owh well..i have a wedding gown designer in my list!hahaha..im proud of u babe!
syazana-she is one hard working baby!!im not so sure what she is doing now..but i do miss this doll..
Dezah-perempuan ini yng panat..hahaha..cali ya ni wah...i heard shes married..

ok..i think those are the so called diaries which ive shared with anybody..eyh..au..i left one..a diary i shared with someone special..but we burnt it..we burnt it together so that no memories can be remember ever again..and it do works..

And now...i dont have any written diary anymore since i burnt the last one i had..but..i have this blog to share my stories..i have courage to write again to tell people what ive been through..what have i achieve..and most of all what have i learnt...now its up to my rajiness to blog..hahaha..

p/s me PMSing yatah emo cia..haha..

School holiday

Wah..me happy eyh td dleng kal me!happy me eyh smpai ani me senyum2..hehe..bureng me ey..cuti ani me dumah ja..nda plang me sbr kn pg kk wit my PJ gangstar!yayness...we are going 2 kk early january..=P HEhehe..enjoy kmi ni..clubing?!ofcz..wawawawa..shoping?!the new kk mall is definetly in my top 3 list..me mau wallet bru..i seriously need a new 1...bureng dah me my wallet ah...

kota kinabalu here we come...pj gangstar..mudahan tah our final yr trip menjadi..amin..

I miss my dleng so much :'(

I cant sleep again..maybe i should get out and join nabil and sareen outside mliat rustling trus mliat man u...i have to make myself superdupa busy so that me nda ngusut rindukn my dleng again..

Dleng me is in temburong now..he went back to temburong since last saturday..ive been missing him since then..me slalu ngusut....plus i am PMSing!shit jua 2...emo cia me nanes2 tpun dleng d temburong..i know it sound like crazy but...ntah maybe im 2 close with him that's why...palui..im craving for dim sum g ni..shit!sapa tah dgni me mkn dim sum ni...:'( dleng..i need you here...

happy 37th birthday mama cuya!!!!!

happy bday ma cuya...heeheh...smoga panjang umur n murah rezki...nanti me up load her pic f me rajin yea....hugs n kisses...mmmuuaacchhzzz...

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